I havent written anything for some time in here. Why? I feel busy. Somehow there is so many things to do so that I hardly find time for myself. To reflect. To enjoy free moments. Being alone with my thoughts. Yes - this feels like nostalgia. Earlier i used to have these moments more often.
Today i had my last exam. Now i feel i have more time. And there is no tension any more.
Many times i felt like writing down some of my experiences but then i couldnt sit down and do it because all the time it seemed like being in hurry and every minute seemed to be important - even if i did nothing at this one minute.
As it is a new year so i want to sum up the last year. What was different from previous years.
The year 2007 didnt begin with good news. There was a lot of trouble just from the beginning. And it continued wholly the first half of the year. I dont feel like sharing all the details but it was not an easy period.
Still there was a lot of positive things during the year 2007.
In february i participated on my first youth exchange in Macedonia. It was really exciting experience. After this youth exchange we organised a youth exchange in Estonia. It was very useful and fun. There was so many thing to learn by doing. In August i participated on my third youth exchange in Sweden. I liked it as well.
In february i joined AIESEC. It was my aim to be the member of this organisation because i understood it is a place what i really want to belong to.
In july i was a group leader in a camp. It was quite cool altough sometimes it is not so easy to manage teanagers.
From September i belong to ProjectEDU team. My dream of making change in education system in Estonia is coming true.
What about university? Yes.. in 2007 i started studing econimics as my minor. I planned to take both modules and now i am almost finished with them - only some more subjects are left that seem easy. And my psychology studies are going well. (One more semester and then my studies are supposed to be finished.)
When i think about my last year i feel like doing too much. Both semesters over 30 credit points, volunteer at youth centre, AIESEC, street dance trainings. Yeah... thats why i dont feel like studing ahead right after finishing my bachelor degree. I feel i need some time for myself, finding some vision for next period in my life. Right now i even prefer doing MBA than masters in psychology. Anayway - i need some clarity. Probably a gap year is the best solution.
So.. what about this new year? I have some high expectations towards this year. We will see what is going to happen :)
This is how i spent the 1st of January 2008.
